Asking

I would like to discover why things are so dificult when is about love...
At least for me...
My feelings make me so silly, so dizzy and lost...
I always wanted to understand love,
Always wanted to understand why I feel this way...
And now...
Now things are really fucked up...
Now I have you,
Now I open my heart again,
And now,
Now I'm scary
Scary about to loose myself
Scary about you dont like me
Scary about to be scared...
And now, in this horrible english
I'm wrinting directly to your heart
Asking you to keep kind
Asking you for a smile
asking you to be mine...